2002-07-15 - 1:12 a.m.

i am listening to needle in the hay and i feel like writing a bunch

randy just called me �super lambette�. that deserves some major brownie points. i might run out. well scottfest was fun despite my apprehensions, and despite the fact that i don�t much care for that kind of music-but i do still think it is important to support the local music scene-even if it�s no great shakes. anyway, i did meet some semi neat people and i basked in the awkward glory of chicks impregnated by pseudo local rock stars. yet somehow these kids don�t bug me as much as the kids that jump around like fucking popples and can�t even play their instruments. yeah and i got drunk and kept repeating the phrase, � i hope i�m not being really obnoxious right now�. which is, in general what i say when i know damn well i�m being plenty obnoxious, but there�s just nothing i can do about it, because you know how siv gets�

so really the big news here is leah gets back tuesday-thank god i miss her ass. wednesday leah and i go to the jimmy eat world show-where leah will be reunited with her boyfriend. thursday i go to columbus with chris to see my boys the strokes and then to chris�s dad�s empty pad for pool type fun. yes, i am just about super fucking excited about seeing the strokes again-they put on a really good show. hooray.

and i was just thinking about the apartment. leah! i�m happy we�re leaving together, we�re gonna leave and hold hands in gesture of sisterly solidarity. go gnome-tits. go udders. on a beech tree rudely carved, we rule the school.

**update**
so if you haven't heard yet, my boy, julian has injured himself-poor lamb. the strokes will not be playing the columbus show. yes i am sad. yes i am angry. please send gifts and cookies. oatmeal please. or brownies.

baah