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2003-01-11 - 9:01 p.m.

malaise

the train almost hit that basset hound. just barely missed it. i was screaming and honking my horn. i was crying and jumping up and down. somehow he made it across just in time. almost too late.

i felt bad for even thinking. how easy it would be. to close my eyes and drive onto the tracks. what silly suicidal fantasies i have.

baah