2002-11-30 - 9:48 p.m.

i'm alone

today i am wearing my hair in pigtails with green bows and thinking about boris. about what he would be like if he were real. about how yesterday i saw a road called "nesbit" just like i wrote it a long time ago. and did i create it or was it there before? when i write boris will he magically materialize? i don't know. i would like to think that he will appear somewhere for someone. maybe for me because i need him.

baah