2003-05-11 - 1:57 p.m.

sharpie on bathroom stall is the preferred form of art last night i went to cincy with taylor. we hung out at buzz a little bit and then we went to a party. i always find myself getting strangely thoughtful in the bathroom stall of buzz. i was reading all the graffiti written on the stall and I saw this kurt vonnegut quote: �everything was beautiful and nothing hurt�. that�s a quote from slaughterhouse five which i have never read, but now i feel like i have to go read it. sometimes someone says something or does something or you read something and it�s so salient to what you are feeling at that moment that it is almost stupid with fate. matt m. is home from school so i got to see him last night. his birthday is coming up on the fourteenth right around MY birthday. the highlight of the night was definitely the moment when i screamed "butt sex" and some people from another party across the street yelled "not til midnight!" i don't know what that means...but i like it. taylor disappeared for a while and emerged with one of those coy little smiles. i laid down in the grass in the front yard and wished it would rain and then it did. matilda style.

baah