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2002-03-11 - 5:17 p.m.

i�ll never be ready. you�ll be waiting forever. i�ll be taking my time for the rest of your life.
a monday. my spring break. my throat is furious again. i say that it�s midterms and maybe it is. but you remember how i put things way way back into my mind. push it so far back i don�t know it�s there until i don�t feel so well. and there was a reminder of the moose the other day. i opened my mouth and talked about it. the first time i had ever told anyone but you. i think i�m not afraid like i was and that�s why i could talk about it. it�s not creeping behind me anymore. it�s still embarrassing but not frightening. that�s how i know it�s over. for now at least. i bought the big purse today. the one chris always hated. i like it bunches. we�re getting married.

baah