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2002-03-05 - 3:14 a.m.

midterms, midterms, midterms. i�ve been typing for so long. but i am not complaining. school feels safe for me right now. just studying and knowing there is this one sure thing i know i�m good at, i know i can do. i�m good at school. that�s not why i�m going, not at all. but right now, in the midst of all this uncertainty. it is something static for me to anchor myself to. so i suppose i�m sublimating, or attempting to at least. the bad part of this is that when i get all crazy with studying i tend to make myself incredibly ill at the end of it. i get the everlasting headache. the sore throat is already back. maybe i can somehow fend it off this time. i�m going to bed. sleepysleepy. i promise i�ll say something interesting tomorrow or the next day.

baah