2002-11-06 - 2:51 p.m.

the worst dream i have ever had

i had this dream. but i didn't know it was a dream. and in this dream i was so happy because things felt so real. and things hadn't felt that real in a very long time. i was in a walmart and i kept picking things up just to hold them in my hand. to feel how real they were. and then i woke up. unreality again. i couldn't get out of bed. i couldn't go to class. i couldn't move. i have got to get balanced. this won't do at all.

tonight liz has karaoke finals. i'll go have lunch with chris if he ever wakes up. please give me a kiss on the cheek diaryland-muses. i need you today.

?today's equation
the smiths+sad=more sad

baah