2002-07-04 - 3:36 a.m.

cold weather

when i listen to sigur ros i feel like my head is going to float away. i hadn't listened to it for awhile because it's kind of winter music, but something made me think of it. good thing i did because it's just what i need right now.

it's loud. i hope it wakes my mom up. maybe she'll float out here in her dirty white bed robe with an imitrex needle hanging out of her arm. maybe she'll stop talking so damn much and sit down with me to listen to this song. learn to believe me when i tell her not to feel guilty. everybody has something to say. no one is listening. shut up. listen.

baah