2002-06-30 - 5:13 a.m.

i just had a holly golightly moment. even truman couldn't have written someone so small as i just was.

and in the background siv is waving her finger disappointedly. "this is supposed to be about empowerment. a study in superiority. what are you doing?�

And so Siv continues. She looks at Svend, her fianc�, the handsome young man who has never admitted that he, too, has sensation, and, driven by feelings which are part bliss, part of revenge, she moves her body in increasingly passionate circles, crushes screws, kisses him on his neck, bites.

Svend says once again,�Don�t!� But his face is red and ecstatic and he does not push her away.

She continues with her close, fully dressed embrace, sees Svend�s face filled with shame, feels something warm and wet on her belly, moves over and sees a wet stain on his trousers.

She jumps up looking at him with triumph.

okay i think i�ve got it. tough love, eh siv?

baah