2002-06-11 - 9:23 p.m.

leah and i saw three huge and frightening snakes today. well okay they weren't that huge, but they were frightening. well chris and i had a semi fight or something. i really really really really really want the drama to end now. maybe we both agree that seeing each other isn't the best thing. maybe it sucks. maybe maybe i still feel that love ended with my relationship with chris. and i don't want to blame either one of us. things like this just happen. and i'm done. with things that make me feel out of control. and things that make me feel completely in control. and things that make me vomit when i see them up close.

baah