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2002-12-23 - 10:16 p.m.

maybe i'm the only one that still likes christmas

have you ever had a dream about someone and the dream completely changes how you feel about that person? i have those dreams. as if i'm so dense about people that my subconscious has to knock me over the head to make me realize certain things. i had a dream about kissing a boy. and it was cathartic. i felt like i was dying. i like those the best. you can have death as a climax in dreams, but not die.

i'm not going to kansas anymore. leah is going to fly out by herself. the guy from the clash died. sad. i'm almost finished with christmas stuff. maybe i'll start my christmas reading tonight. that will be nice...sigh.

baah