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2002-05-30 - 6:02 a.m.

i just did an entry but then i randomly started thinking about stu. remember little drummer boy stu? well i doubt i'll ever see any of those people ever again. maybe that's fine with me. i remember that one night i took all that vicadin. we went to the band house. rubbed my back. and i saw that look. they whispered to take me downstairs so i could see his "snare". very funny boys. so he took me downstairs. is this it? is this the moment where i become a fucking groupie for a band i don't even like? i crossed my fingers. i lied and said the show was good. i don't know why i said that. he said not to lie. we stayed down there for a while. not talking. thanks.

baah