2002-05-19 - 1:09 a.m.

if leah and i get this apartment i will be so so happy. it will be the ultra supreme bestest thing ever. so we'll see what happens. i am sober tonight. why does this feel abnormal? this should not feel strange. to be honest-i'm not sure if this has any real meaning or relevance to anything. maybe. oh i got those red and gray shoes today. the ones with stars. oh how beautiful. three ray bradbury books and i bought the stranger because i think chris should read it. he really is an existentialist and doesn't know it. it will be a miracle if i can actually get him to read it.

baah