2003-11-06 - 1:49 p.m.

there is something life affirming yet painfully sad about a big cock, i have not yet figured that mystery out yet

belle and sebastian tonight. i'm excited. sorry that i haven't been writing in here very much. i never can seem to find as much time as i would like. school seems to take up so much of my time, yet i really hardly ever make it to my morning classes.

i hate this part of the semester, when everything is coming down all at once. it makes me incredibly uninterested in doing my work. it makes my dreaminess more dreamy. my life feels less vivid, my dreams intensify.

i wish something beautiful would happen

baah