2002-05-24 - 4:04 p.m.

i think i know this feeling too well. i guess i don't want to write about it right now. written about it too many fucking times. put my robe on and drink a diet pepsi. sometimes i feel we're the same people and we're so close like we used to be. then sometimes we're so different. you're mad because i wear a tie now. i don't like it that you started smoking. we know each other too well to pretend like we're strangers. i always fuck up. i never know how to make it right. you say i'll get a brain tumor from all the diet pepsi. yeah you'll get cancer, chris.

baah