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2002-04-20 - 3:03 a.m.

i have a savior complex. i know i have to quit. it�s not good for anybody. i was silly if i ever thought i could help anyone. people have to help themselves. if they don�t want to then i can�t make them. this cannot be healthy.

concert tonight. very hot. leah glowed absolutely. i sweated. going on no sleep. but i will sleep soon. i know i have to because i�m getting speechy, which is a good indication that i should go to sleep right away. i�m the only person who wants to hear my speeches. oh i suppose i retract the last diary entry. the part about being stupid anyway. i wasn�t stupid. note to crazy-paranoid- abbey-slight overreaction, but considering the circumstances completely understandable. note to sleep deprived-teeth grinding-abbey-go to fucking sleep you lunatic and quit taking in strays. do we have to do the dominos/donatos bit. please don�t make us. okay, seriously goodnight.

baah