2003-06-10 - 5:28 p.m.

home alone

here is the big and beautiful plan for this evening...stay home...sew something...maybe clean my room and write some, finish the book i'm reading...go to bed at decent hour...sigh. that sounds so good to me right now. we'll see what really happens though. i need to lock myself in this house and force myself to have some alone time. i wonder if there is anything significant in me not wanting to be by myself lately. meh.

baah