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2002-07-27 - 6:00 a.m.

i am listening to violent femmes American Music

it is storming really hard right now. i like the noise, white storm noise. i�m wearing leah�s orange shirt because i borrowed it. thanks leelee. i�m about to make some toast. liz bought me a fuzzy octopus keychain today. rock. i just finished talking with neil. we are in agreement that we have both been stupid with the whole kissing thing. truly i have so much affection for the boy- i hope that if things are meant to be with his ex than bully for them. i just want him to be happy, honestly. i don�t even know what i was thinking. hmm like we�ve never heard that before.

my tuition bill came. ouch. broke lambette. 20 days until i move out. for fucks sake-that�s not very far off at all. i�m scrambling, but i�ve got a bed now, got a desk now, making slipcovers for the couch. oh i made an awesome skirt today that has lobsters all over it. yay. i�m not sure why but i feel good. i just feel calm and okay about everything. and i don�t feel out of control, and i don�t feel unfulfilled, and i don�t feel like fucking someone�s day up, i just feel nice. nice and balanced.

?homework assignment
please drop me a line explaining why you are happy at this moment. because i'm curious. and i like it that you're happy.

baah