2002-04-24 - 11:14 p.m.

the continuation...sometimes i have a wordsworth moment. and truly start believing that as you get older, you lose yourself more and more. you lose your authenticity. not quite sure, but i know you lose the most inportant thing-idealism. like how my mom and dad just smirked when i told them i joined YCPA. do they think it's a good thing that they sold out and became fucking republicans? anyway forget about that. i get to see bjork this weekend. it's not even real. it's too good. it's too too fabulous. i can't wait. i just wish i didn't have finals next week.

baah