2002-06-01 - 7:16 p.m.

why do i feel so bothered lately? nancy is gone for the weekend so i think jill is working with me tomorrow -strange. liz's 22nd birthday is coming up on the 5th. i'm getting anxious to leave because things here are bizarre. and the bizarre factor keeps getting more severe. i hope i get to go on another big trip this summer. i may go with leah to visit her mum. i'm happy when i'm travelling. i like the movement. i should be doing homework but i felt like diary-ing. i hope my computer gets brought back to life. it suffered additional damage in the kurt/chris fight thing. the irony does not escape me. i'm supposed to drink with chris tonight. i wish he wouldn't get so sensitive when i just feel like being by myself, because i like to be alone an awfully lot. sometimes i just feel smothered when other people are around. i think he takes it personally. but it's everyone not just him.

baah