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2002-05-28 - 2:21 p.m.

listening to avril 14

hey
we can survive
be in this moment
forever
type a feeling make it last
eternity� keep listening to avril 14
play ourselves
until we play out
self fucking pity vanish
we are terror-proof
because
foolish girl-
morning will come whether you see the sun or not so lean up close and let the vibration carry you away toward
another universe
a place where sound and word are one
connected in soul and yes right there that�s just right play it there
for me, make that noise
maybe its too loud for them to hear
too beautiful for your ears to feel
but i hear it when i think of a[p]ril
waves of drunken shame
wash wash your filthy dirty mind that hates you in the morning for whatever you did last night
remember we were in the car it was raining
think about the incongruity
that keeps helping itself
to the fucking buffet i am
hit hit hit
hit me in the gut
where i fell- music where i feel pain and love and disgust and guilt and where there
is emptiness
now
i�ll type a feeling make it last
if you want me to
i�ll feel better when you do

baah