2002-02-20 - 5:06 a.m.

hey kids that can�t sleep. if i�m going to be up now i should really do something useful like attempting some homework. but we all know that�s not happening. i�m considering eating the last ice cream sandwich though. that would piss people in this house off. the food warfare in the beltz household is getting slightly ridiculous. i know you are dying to know so�yes the answer is yes i am wearing the spider man undies on my head. i hated today, because i hate dumb monday-tuesday switch day. it�s just too darn confusing for me.

what am i thinking about?

the usual. oh well besides being miffed about the same old melodrama i actually have a nice mundane complaint. hey i think it�s about time i started bitching about dull everyday things again. so i would like to humbly point out that the unrequited thing is getting a little trite. ok i admit boys, it was cute at first, but we all know that most of you are just being all sensitive to get laid-so quit it. everyone who was doing it like pre-1999- i think that�s fine go ahead and keep it up because that�s still endearing. but anyone who started say like last year-uh come on-we�re not buying it. and besides if you�re faking that�s called being a pussy and not cool. i�m not going to turn this entry into bitching about every subculture that annoys me, so i�ll quit now. oh and sometimes i do read other people�s diaries and i feel like i�m spying. it�s this odd feeling of voyeurism. but silly too, how everyone is so so dramatic and i am too. it�s like we just can�t help ourselves. i really will try to go to sleep now.

baah